my DEEDS

one day i sat up the tree
lookin down with wid wonder i see
is it the same ground i used to walk on..
it is the same shade i used to nap on..

ma keen observation was juss witnessed by a little girl..
who was standing with all her hairs curlz...
she saw me nd giggled....nd thru up a nibble...
nd again she wen back to fetcha book she ws tryn to read...

i hav never occured to me..since past 6 yrz..
ma memories hav dispersed lik wind....
now not evn a jingle say i ws here....
not even a star say i am there....

not i feel i hav to notify ma presence...
now i feel i hav to tell this world that i did existed.....
but hey why cant i move away frm this tree...
why m i shakled to it wid chains .....?????

i try to convince me self tat i never did ne thing wrong in ma life
i try to bring in a fact tat i lived for everybody....
but then i realised..i ws tryn to fool ma self..
ws ws nvr a innocent child i say i ws nvr a cute guy i say...

but evn thougH i felt too blamed too ma self for ma fate...
it ws not som thing i wanted..
it wasnted the destiny i demanded ...
so i want to fight bck...waNt to live again
and do somthing tat can again filll me back
nd allow me to live on ground with out CHAINS around me