POEM crisis

hey man it hav been months i hav been widout a new poem...
i feel lik ever since i got tat job at tech mahindra i hav became empty..
i hav almost stopped studyn...
i don do n e thing significant thezz dayzz....
i talk to people....
hmmmm....
2 nites ago i felt that watszz wrong wid meh...
i hav alwys been fooling around wid galzz....
i sholdnt do tat....
i should focus on wat i hav aimed in meh life....
then i started to think..
hey do i hav lost ma aim in meh life..
i thought tat for almost 2 dayzz..
i still cant understand tat i almost forgot wat i m here in this world for..
so i now i hav gained a upper hand ..now i can control meh desires toa certain limt..
i am able to control meh self....
i hav gained a new momentum..
letz see where all tis take me...
wat all i hav done wrong in meh life..is somthing i lov to do..
i LOVE TO MAKE MISTAKE...
i love to fool around wid galzz and then juss break awa like a dried leaf...
i don study wen i m almost on the verge of gettin srowned ..i fight bck to survie..i always do...but i doit...coz i like to see meh self wid CHALLLENGES.....
meh personal life hav been affectin meh studies nd meh carrier....in past i do hav cut away a past memory ..so here i m again but tis time i hav changed...
now i know how i manage meh life..
how to tackle problems..
how to control meh emotions...nd desires....
so LIFE IS guddddddddddddddd..nd
i m happy..nd i wanna b happy...
i m selfish nd i wanna become more...
i love meh life nd wanna love it more so that i can do somthing gud for my self...